It seems I have less to vent about, so that is probably good. Perspective. Age. Wisdom? Or just less likely to let that stuff get to me, or, maybe less likely to blog about it. Still hate it when people lie, or deceive, and they do. How can we work together when you feel like you have to lie, or misrepresent something. Why do you do that? Am I so hard and mean that you can't tell me? Or are you so weak and self centred and emotional that you are willing to risk a lie to calm your other needs? I think it is the later, but probably a little of both. But I catch the lies, but do I catch all of them? Probably not. After all, rules are only helpful when they serve me, right? I am the first to confront a stupid rule, but I do not just break them when I don't agree, I speak up, and say - "hey that is a stupid rule, we need to change that"... but others just break the rule and hope no one notices. Except I do, and it bugs the hell out of me. I think the rulebreaker doesn't have a good reason for why they don't like the rule, it just isn't working for them, at that moment. no thought to next time, or someone else. which is kinda why we make rules, and why we change them.
oh well, enough of that.
